i never thought id be here again, everything i try to relax doesn’t work, sex would be great but everything has stressed my girlfriend out. i get abused by someone thats not even related to me because of things her family has done. I try to keep everyone happy and keep a smile on my face but stress overloads me and i wonder if its even worth it. everything revolves around money and the fact that we have very little but i cant to anything about it. a smoke and a can of coke, lets see if this can calm everything down again because fuck knows that reason just isnt going to….
April the 16th
I am getting a tattoo to celebrate my 1st year completely clean of the substances that once ruled my life.
now the part thats going to take the longest is getting it designed…